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Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Unbalanced...life at home

We are trying to be normal.
Pool.
Errands.
Car washes.
Library.
Farmers market.
Movies.
Games.
Books.
Pancakes for breakfast.

But it feels unbalanced.
Unreal.
Strange to count heads and come up one short.
To turn and look for a kid who isn't there.

I just feel off.
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11 comments:

  1. RobinJune 19, 2012 at 8:57 AM

    (((hug)))

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  2. Becky EllaJune 19, 2012 at 9:41 AM

    *hug* :(

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  3. Daniel PlotkinJune 19, 2012 at 9:44 AM

    I haven't posted much (if anything) here or on facebook because I don't know what to say. Just know that you are on my mind and in my heart constantly and that you and your family are amazing and I love you all.

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  4. Rebecca Einstein SchorrJune 19, 2012 at 9:46 AM

    Like a tripod without a leg. Well, then it would be a quadpod I guess.

    Just keep at it...as you've said, it's a new normal. A temporary new normal.

    xoxoxoxoxo

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  5. Grammyknits1June 19, 2012 at 9:54 AM

    Hope you can feel our love!

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  6. Grammyknits1June 19, 2012 at 10:07 AM

    The whole Engel family is praying for you. You are all in hearts!

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  7. Ruth Abusch-MagderJune 19, 2012 at 11:31 AM

    Your family is the basis of your normal. It is off right now. I continue to pray for all of you for healing, for normal, for the ease of the everyday.

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  8. savtipattiJune 19, 2012 at 12:31 PM

    zillion hugs!

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  9. Tobey CiocchettiJune 19, 2012 at 8:10 PM

    Prayers and hugs! Please let us know if we can help with anything! Even if we can entertain Yael for a few hours-(Gabe has been asking for a play date with her) Planning our super hero photo shoot!

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  10. judi berlinerJune 20, 2012 at 1:40 PM

    I understand!
    Just remember, there is NO such thing as normal.
    We (my little Berliner clan) love you all. Hang in there.

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  11. BatyaJune 23, 2012 at 10:45 PM

    Doing ordinary things with your other kids is extremely important, because they and you are.

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