Even when I might prefer to sit in darkness.
I am grateful that my children grow tall and strong.
Even when I might wish that time could stop.
I am grateful for family and friends around me.
Even when I might prefer to be alone in my sadness.
I am grateful for a table laden with food.
Even while I remember how he wasted away.
I am grateful for the laughter and delight of my children.
Even when I don't feel like laughing.
I am grateful for the opportunity to be grateful.
Even when I have to work hard to find it.
I am a naturally happy person. I am regularly asked, "and how are the kids?" and I respond, automatically but with sincerity and truth, "they're doing well, thank God." I lean toward the positive nearly all the time. I find the the light and the blessing in nearly everything.
There is darkness here, surely.
But I lean toward the light.
As we continue on our journey to bring light to others, please consider a Thanksgiving gift to the St Baldrick's Foundation in honor of your blessings. All gifts are being matched by an anonymous family foundation with a goal of $1 million.
Sadness should stay separate from the joy and thankfulness.
ReplyDeleteI am grateful for your words and hard truths. You continue to inspire me and so many others.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful writing. Bittersweet days.
ReplyDeleteI am grateful for you and your brave willingness to bear witness to all of these things.
ReplyDeletethank you, Sammy, your light shines in my heart
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